Two weeks from tomorrow I'll be graduating. It's hard to believe that these beautiful 3 years are coming to an end. I'm so incredibly grateful for all that God has done here in Wake Forest and for the many beautiful relationships that I'm blessed to have. There are, of course, sweet things to look forward to. Several of my friends have recently given birth and several are due any day! There are upcoming weddings, showers and our graduation get-together is going to be terribly fun. I get to tell my kids at Yates Mill Elementary about China next week and the future skype dates we'll be having (can't wait for those!). I'm really excited about this summer and the job God has provided. I'm also excited about having extended time with my family and with friends that I'll miss once I'm gone. And of course, there's China. I have lots of feelings about China but I'm thankful to say that excitement and sweet anticipation are prominent.
It's Spring and I love it. This season is such a sweet reminder that the death of Winter always gives way to the life of Spring. Every season has a purpose. It's funny that my favorite seasons are the "transitional" ones, Spring & Fall. I've discovered that I'm not the biggest fan of change but I love watching nature change. Spring & Fall just seem balanced. They're not too cold and not too hot. They have the best parts of both summer and winter and yet have their own individual characteristics.
I feel like I'm in a "transitional" season right now. I'm letting go of my time here in NC and saying goodbye to a lot of amazing people that have become family. God has poured so much into me while I've been here. At times it was overwhelming and I know that there are several books that I will be rereading in the future. And there's that word ... future. I'm looking forward to it but I'm also waiting on it. It would be so easy to obsess over August but I don't want to miss out on what God is doing now. This can be difficult but my prayer is that I'll use these last few weeks in Wake Forest wisely and that I wouldn't waste any time worrying too much about the future or trying to do God's job for Him. He's working everything out and cares for each and every detail.
Alright, well good night sweet friends. Thanks for caring enough to walk through this season with me, even if it is through this blog! Those are just a few of my "late night thoughts" after my Theology 3 class. Sweet dreams :)